Emotions

Im trying to move on but the feelings are getting stronger and stronger

why is that?.....

I was amazed to see you I didn't expect you to be there and i didn't expect to come across you.. Mixed emotions was there... the feeling of wanting to see more of you.. part of me was brighten and part of me was gone....

how could it be?.....

the last thing i would say... I miss you...

Sizzlin'

Its hard to find meaningful lyrics these days.. i have tried writing lyrics and a meaningful song yet is still under review by me... have a read thro the lyrics it really really shows a person's situation

Been sitting thinking about you and I and wondering why were not getting along
so frustrated 'cause what we had was a happy home.
I don't know what the situation is but I can tell in the way we kiss
we don't talk no more it feels better when I'm alone

Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
like you don't appreciate all that I do.
you gotta show me that you want me to stay
don't turn & walk away

baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do,
how did we end up here this way?
what are we gonna do?
I'm slowly falling out.. baby
we're tripping on silly things
boy I need you to meet me halfway,
if you want me to be with you..

I remember when, I'd be with my friends
you checked on me and made time to call
but how things have changed?
now I don't hear from you at all.
Yeah yeah yeah

don't let your pride get in the way,
for something we worked so hard --
don't throw it away
I've been tryna make you see
everything you need is right here with me

Slowly falling
slowly falling

How did we end up here this way?

Di RaDio

FYI this is one of my random posts.....

Di radio aku dengar lagu kesayanganmu....

Di radio you can listen to different people

Di radio you can listen to lame jokes and greetings

Di radio you were only given four minutes to change the world 'what the eff'

Di radio you can listen to the news which is hourly or none at all because i tune my radio to my iTrip

Di radio you can listen to overrated songs that are being play back thousand times within the day

Di radio you can get a chance to win any fabulous prizes

Di radio you can get feedback

Di radio you can get mixed emotions.. :)

Closer

I'm Addicted to this song!!!

Closer

Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don`t know who you are
Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she`s right there in my ear
Telling me
that she wants to own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer


And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop

And I just can`t break myself no way
But I don`t want to escape
I just can`t stop


I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
Shes the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want
She wants to own me.....
Come closer
She says "come closer"


And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop

And I just can`t break myself no way
But I don`t want to escape
I just can`t stop

I just can`t stop nooooo

And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop

And I just can`t break myself no way
But I don`t want to escape
I just can`t stop

And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop

Why?

Seriously..... I need to get what i wanted, there are consequences, its hard for me to choose and its hard for me to gain it.. ive been trying my best to pursue it however there is something comes along the way... Changing myself + being myself most of the time thats what ive done... The way i treated the two of you has been the most sincerest.. Being there and WhotSoEver!!! i think im in that a'zone again... I cant stop thinking bout it... it has been the best times ever.. as i said why do something has to forbid it.. AAAAAAHHHHHHH GILA KU!!!!!!!


die die die die die die die....... Please show me guidelines....

MZ

AIDS walk

A message from Brunei AIDS Council...



Thank You Liyana for the info

So boys and girls let us walk, create an awareness and think about others who are dying of the cause.. This Sunday the 29th June 2008... at the HB Stadium.. at 630am

I emphasis that We WALK to create an awareness.. We WALK to create a healthy lifestyle.. We WALK to be a supportive community...

so as the council say "Lace up your sneakers and walk with us... ":D

I've always love the red band....



make love not hate

MZ

ilike

Cruising down memory lane of Tutong road.. Passed by Houses of Grand Uncles, Aunts, cousins and our escape place Grandma's house.. how peaceful life can be living in the rural areas away from the city, with the night breeze and the sound of the sea waves... however access to the daily routine is very far and it takes awhile to reach to another place which is more happening..

mystical thoughts pops up our mind as the time was close to midnight and anything could happen and we could come across something of the dark side... We did a few night vision recording and filming our journey.. however nothing appeared...i reckon its one of the journey that i would not forget... numerous convo talked among each other appeared on the recording...

yes i reckon Brunei is the new and getaway place for retirement and rehab without going into any relevant institutions...

last but not least i had fun being back at home.....

and

I want to see more of YOU!!!!!!!!!!

how long has it been?

Peace out A-Town....
MZ

Happy Anniversary

Happy Anniversary Mom and Dad

will update about it later... getting ready for annual din din... :)

GAAAAH.....................

its good to be back at home....